the beginning of my blog begins with a belated goodbye. architecture has begun, which means that what ever is left of my social life and mental well-being will now plummet. i foresee many sleepless nights, delirious mornings, tears, and arthritic hands. in return, i hope to create something beautiful, whether its a perfect un-cube or the premature crows feet on my face. just anything to show for my voluntary lack thereof a free-willed life. alas! let the deconstruction of my life begin!